GHOST THE YAP_RIDER

 

GHOST RIDER

Even if no one will read from start to beginning I will still yap for the sake of my milestone. And since I saw everyone start with that I will start with it as well. It was around 4 years ago, it was more, maybe 5 or so since I had a previous account. That account was called TERMINATOR actually and not Ghost Rider like I am known now. I was a random online I didn't know what disqus was or whatever, I came to discover it by chance because in my first days of using disqus it was through a site for cracking games, steamunlocked more exactly, where I was kind of just using the comment section. There was this dude "DoomGuy" and he was a legend of steamunlocked comment section for being funny and always having the best pics sent in the commentary, I wanted to be like him and so I kind of started being active in that comment section of every random game that got posted on the site to be cracked. Anyway, one day I started to lurk his account, like discover him and I searched through the very frequented sites when eventually I arrived upon my first ever chatroom. It was BK (Bakakingdom), I wasn't aware of what it was but I got attracted by the idea of having a place where people roleplay and chat a lot daily. So for the following year safe to say I was really immersed into it, and it was the first place where I met zero for the first time, even if in that place he was more known as "Black Goku" or some shit like that where he knows what he was doing. I was still young and very fresh in mind but the more it progressed I lowk kinda started to hate a lot of users for their absurdity and rather strange roleplay acts ngl. They used to even create private chats for sexting as their characters, but they were like below 14 so yea, the worse thing about that was that John, the owner of the chatroom of whose reputation I wasn't aware at the time was kind of supervising over all that shit. So it was kinda strange as I saw him engage in different forms of roleplay many times. And he was constantly bragging about his girlfriend that was another user online who later was doubted to be just one of his alt accounts. Crazy lore right?

Anyway, with time passing on i came to see the downfall of what was once a pillar of prime disqus chatrooms. As baka fell to john own incompetence of managing 13 year olds who just wanted fun i was allready on another chatroom. A chatroom that i found a few months prior to the fall of BK, the Disquss Unwanteds. A place that was safe to say full of more grown ups this time, and this time i was surrounded of people that were years older than me. So closing on the BK lore with a few last sentences, basically all the kids started to form their own chat because they had enough of John after he had a tantrum and banned em all for advertising that very chatroom as a joke. Then, he basically moded me, but as i was more becoming aware of what Jon Snow was from being told the truth by Disqus Unwanteds people who actually knew that blud, i got banned eventually since i tried to ban Jon from hes own chatroom. Funny story, but so my second biggest arc deployed. The Disqus Unwanteds, where i have met recuring figures within the disqus comunity. Fallen, Axis (not the nazis) and Kush, people who had developed to have very strange ties between each other, both romantical and platonical strange enough. Either way they were great people. DU as it was the abreviation, was a strange place. Many would say it was full of toxicity, maybe the most toxic comunity within Disquss at the time, but i cant quite say i was not fucking with it, i somehow fell right in especially since i can remember my first interaction with them. I joined the chatroom and just within 3 comments zero started to roast me calling me John dog or some shit, the other people started to tell me to tell John go suck a dick or shit like that (i still wasnt aware of what jon was) and so to defent my very name and ego i just started to have a beef down with zero.

Now, you may think this is all but not really cause this arc is a huge one piece arc. A few more stories i can say is that this place was the one to start my yapping concentration tibetan monk training. I started to become aware of multiple chatrooms, damned i be it might have been also the first time i came upon atlantis but i think im wrong and it was only up to late Haunted Mound i found atlantis. What happened basically was that i found fruity, a legitimate hate target for Fallen for being one of hes online exes? Prolly idk i never bothered with the online relationships lore despite it making quite a spice now. Damn it. Anyway, i saw fruity having a yellow star insignia next to her username which i later discovered is given to a kind of moderators, and axis told me. ”That? That is for yappers” and i was like. ”that yapping is mediocre i can do better than that” and just decided to become a yapper in order to achieve that insignia. Oh you foolish boy, if only you knew you had to yap in the disqus oficial site conversations not the fucking clandestine chatrooms💔💔 Safe to say i started to cement a reputation of a yapper, not of a guy with a cool golden insignia. Anyway, later on the chat had to undergo its first major break. A whole shake down and rupture between Fallen and another guy whos name i never actually remembered because i lowk never spoke with him. Thing that led to Haunted Mound (my third biggest arc) That is if i remember corectly and its not dementia. ACTUALLY NEVERMIND I CHECKED AND REFRESHED MY MEMORY Before that major break of the chatroom there started to be an active love story ”Fallen and axi kissin in a tree”. Crazy right? But yea they became online lovers. Later on ill proceed to find out that uuh turns out Kush had feelings as well (which payed off in the early events of non disqus activity from MOEVERSE.

So anyway from whatever i can remember is that a massive break happened arround that ppoint in DU maybe, or another clandestine chat that was after DU?? NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! NOW I REMEMBER despite DU breaking down it didnt literally break in 2, just the co owner the guy fallen beefed with was kicked and so basically fallen remained in charge and after that fallen confessed to axi, they had their online love story for a while AAAND in that time period the major break down event happened. The new horison has formed and society of DU collapsed in 2 tribes. The Haunted Mound and another chat which i think it was called Kush Korner (who ofc was led by kush). In that break for whatever reason i fell in Kush Korner spot and was banished from Haunted Mound as i became hated by axi and fallen. Again the circumstances i dont remember. All i know is that now i was in kush korner which was chill really, it was mostly formed of the real ones and the cool chill guys, here again, overnumbered by black people severely older than me i learned to be more chill and no longer a rage baiter like before. I felt like a certified hood ”black man”, which was funny in my mind at the time. The beef continued for long ngl, kush korner lived to see a couple main chats untill it lowk became dead and then kush finally made up with axi and fallen and they forgave me to. Its funny now that i think that they were kind of 20+ something while i was barelly hitting 17 at the time....or was it 18? Idk. Anyway, and so it began one of my last big arcs.

Haunted Mound which is safe to say was one of the last places of pure toxins i was about to infuse before the great changing, where i became a chill guy lowk believe it or not🤠🤠. This is where i met a few recuring figures that also cemented their way into disqus, but then again if i would remember their names and character than what would be the purpose of my existance. Honestly there arent many things i can say about Haunted Mound, but i did grow up to love that palce the most of them all for some reason. It would be in my top 3 disqus chats ever, so its strange that besides me having the best disqus times there i dont have much to say, i can say that it was just as much toxicity at one point, and i remember genuinelly having gotten tired of allat, because every week i was next to another argument or beef and another ongoing war because i said that Drake is not fucking better than Mickael Jackson. And boy oh boy you would be surprised to hear how many times Kush was lowk crashing out if you were roasting Drake for sum reason which left me baffled at many points. The brake up between axi and fallen also took place in that period of time, it was between the first 4-5 mcs i think not sure. The time period in which i also started to get active in abyss and atlantis coincidently (aproximation i dont know the exact time line). Certain is that i started to interact with atlantis which was more of a clandestine growing chat, i didnt really interact with it cause i was very much of a certain random, despite knowing a couple people from abyss there i was still a foreign and so i kept within the safe place of haunted mound that was soon to collapse yet again. Also as i type this i kind of am not even looking at the keybard and i get scared because im so chrinically online i fucking know the keys by instinct. Anyway i derail from the subject, in this time period Kurumi made her appearence as well, a recuring character in future arcs of disqus from recent age.

In the meantime yet another fracture was about to happen. But that is i think of a more recent history that happened once i started to actually settle as an atlantis user? So to not lose order of thoughts ill keep refering to that. Haunted Mound has fallen once again. The people were in distress, the users were stolen, and fallen and axi divorce was as visible as ever, just this time, i tried my best to not fall within any tribe. But guess what as the saying goes ”The hottest pits of hell are reserved to those who take no side in times of critical political times” so did it backfire to me and i was genuinelly getting shot from both sides despite activelly being the more mature person and telling people ”Blud i just want to hand with all of you without having to fire at anyone” 50 comments and replies later its safe to say the message was not understood despite making the same claim all over again. Lovely how i had to repeat myself a lot of times to make my statement understood for the time period of a day to- however the fuck long someone felt untill they wanted to bash someone head PM. From here on the history is more or less known by the masses. Kurumi went on an active war with the MOEVERSE, she got bashed in horrible ways, we talk leaks, pics, porn spammed in her own chatroom. But at least shes irish....or so i think and the red head anger did not stop her from leaking information of her own for different people but then again, this are stories better told by the most original sources. Which is still me but lowk its very night time and im lazy to aprofundate on that.

Now, it is time to say about my history within atlantis. Yea not gonn lie i cant remember shit to tell. I DONT REMEMBER NAAAAAMES OH MY FUCKING GOD, HALF THIS BITCHES WERE CHANGINS USERS AND PROFILE PICTURES EVERY FUCKING WEEK I SWEAR TO GOOOOOD. HALLF OF HALF OF THIS BITCHES WERE GAY PORN READERS. Rf being the most proeficient figurine that rised between those masses for me to recognise her as one of those obsessed japanese girls that just wants to see man on man skin and sweat you know. Which was strange.....i wonder what happened with that girl🤔 Here i also met Dark, a guy i just activelly started hating on just because, and many other girls that are still arround, like Jia who should lowk retired cause her old spine cant carry so many years of living anymore, and golden....who is golden lowk idk what to tell about her. Also josten my number 1 fan. Atlantis was a great place, made me feel more welcomed due to their friendlier aura, lowk everyone was retarted and no one was reading my yaps but they still cool💔 (ill fucking remember that). A lot of indians to. Major events from that? Prolly, but besides me creating the oficial NEWS posts and winning a couple awards i cant really remember much. I know its kind of a massive let down honestly for a ending, but now that i remember i even jumped over a few actual massive beefs i had with sum people but its all good. My rise within atlantis really felt random to be so fr with yall rn. It felt like people accepted me rather fast and its not like i ever had an issue with integrating but it felt genuinelly pleasent so i cant say anything but Thank You Atlantis. At least this time the curse wasnt fullfilled so fast and the chat didnt die within weeks of me getting modded.

But, lowk thats the whole course of ur average Ghost Rider. I did kind of jump over some other crucial informations or events. Like my schizo era The Boy Rider era My never to have fixed my heart era Or my insurmountable ammount of hate for only one specific user within the entirety of DISQUSS.... uuuughhhh that whooooore. But again overall this is my journey of 5 years on disqus summarised at the best of the ability. If you did indeed bother to read this all i can say is that i thank you, despite the brainwashing i try to do im not so good with words and i dont know what to tell you much more. I just genuinelly thank you, not for reading, but for being on this journey with me maybe, for prolly yapping with me and for many other things. This online comunities done wonders to my mental health and as corny as it may sound, genuinelly helped me on many layers of whatever social spectrum there is. Even if i had a bussy day or a full day that was once in a eternity i was still somehow able to get online and start yapping with everyone, and even if i wasted my life a bit to much on this screen that might cause me major health issues in the future, i dont regret it, because at least i spended my time with people i enjoyed talking with. Be they were indians or just miles and miles away from me. Thank you again

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